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I'll forgive you long before I forgive myself. I'll push you away while I am longing to hold you. I find myself thinking of how much you mean to me..without saying it nearly enough. My son is teaching me how to love, laugh, and live:)

TODAY

Today is a day that I have no reason to cry Yet Can’t stop. I have no reason To be in the bed But can’t get up. I have no reason To feel alone But I do. I always forget About this … Continue reading

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LONELY GIRL

Don’t kid yourself girl Sitting behind your desk Work is good, kid is good Everything is okay Don’t need a thing. Don’t fool yourself girl Smiling and saying It’s all good; all good When you are longing To be held … Continue reading

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YOU

I was no older than 8 years old When we met in my front yard That warm summer day On my grassy front yard at 3377 Mission Drive. I was on my back weeping Looking up to the sky Asking … Continue reading

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THIS SPACE

I have been in this space…Where I want to writeYet have nothing to type. I have been in this space…Where I want to danceYet have no rythmn. I have been in this space…Where I want to tell youI love you … Continue reading

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IT’S OKAY

It’s okay- Is all I can say Because for me Okay encompasses a Subtle stability A smile shared With my beloved son The capability to Be around others Without the indescribable Need to sneak out Of my empty shell And … Continue reading

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BULLY

 I got your Facebook request And could not believe your nerve. I got your follow-up message In which you stated how you Just couldn’t wait for us to be “Facebook Buddies.” You, yes, YOU. You who tormented me Year after … Continue reading

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TRY HARDER

I never thought it would be This difficult for me To open up and really Show you how much You mean to me. I never thought for the Life of me that I would Hide myself from you Like I … Continue reading

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